man! i have got 4 deadlines to meet next week... on wednesday, thursday, and 2 on friday... well i have got one out of the way... so that's three more to go ... i dont wori so much about the two essays but its the writer's folio dats the big task...
plus the fact my gf not really giving me an easy time... well i have been through dat.. so wat do i have to wori about? precisely...
its not that i do not want to go home... but i m forced by circumstances not to.. firstly.. my next semester's school fees... arent paid yet... so dats where working down south comes in handy... hopefully i get almost $6000 to cover the school fees... i m not gonna ask my dad to pay my skul fees... dats only the last resort... hopefully i get a bit of help from the Lee Foundation.... Fozz's friend got the assistance... almost half is covered.... dats good enuff for me...secondly, if i go home.. then i will not work... if i dont work then not enuff money for melbourne next year... thirdly i would like to go home... there are many reasons for that...
first reason... my gf's back home ... second reason... its idulfitri... meet parents ask for forgiveness... ( i m not exactly dat far away ) .... third reason... i have tons of wedding to attend... and they are my best friends... so wat kind of bf, son, fren would i be... if i m dont come home!!! but if i dont come home please Lord make them understand ....
y its always me that have to understand people... maybe i m too nice... i never say no... yup maybe... i quit my job... a good paying job... no make that a very good paying one... despite discriminations and heartaches.... being put down... being pissed on... being treated like a mere dog... but then again... its nothing compared to the oppressed people of Palestine... the hungry of Somalia... the drunkard aborigines... take it with my chin up and i will be fine.... i mean these things are always there... it just comes in different forms...so fuck it i guess!
maybe i will tell u about discriminations i faced at work some day... its just too personal and painful to talk about while its still fresh in my mind...
on a lighter note... i hung out wif Bryan... this supercute American guy... according to Lauren... after class.. just lazying around in the grass... class was a drag.... had a couple of smokes... and some beer he got from the student housing... well after which i staggered my ass back home.... but the sleep dragged me to Churchlands Campus... yeah... fell asleep... overshot... by a LOT!! well!... my as well drop by the MegaLab... so dat i dont fall asleep wen i get home....
weather's pretty warm today...
29 Degrees Celcius... but its ok...
clear sky and all...
looking forward to the heat of summer....
Cheers
Irawan
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On Thursday, October 09, 2003 at 6:00 pm.
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