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HISAP SUA

the evil empire is impending on us... the shadows of the sun looms, while we, the little people are left helpless at the mercy of someone else's...
 

One

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

I have been listening to this song for the past few days…

Satu

aku ini adalah dirimu
cinta ini adalah cintamu

aku ini adalah dirimu
jiwa ini adalah jiwamu
rindu ini adalah rindumu
darah ini adalah darahmu

reff:
tak ada yang lain selain dirimu
yang selalu ku puja
ku sebut namamu di setiap hembusan nafasku
ku sebut namamu, ku sebut namamu

dengan tanganmu aku menyentuh
dengan kakimu aku berjalan

dengan matamu aku memandang
dengan telingamu aku mendengar
dengan lidahmu aku bicara
dengan hatimu aku merasa

translation:

One

I am you
This love is yours too

I am thyself
This soul is yours too
The yearning is yours too
This blood is yours too

Chorus
There is no other
That I bow to
I speak your name, at every breath
I speak your name, I speak your name

With your hands I touch
With your feet I walk

With your eyes I observe
With your ears I heed
With your tongue I address
With your heart I sense

lovely
puts a smile on my face, at least for a fraction of a second...

there she goes again...

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

yesterday my mama came to 'my room'. the few times that she does that is when she puts my brothers' folded clothes or to ask me if i wanted to have dinner. this time her hands were empty. she hovered around at the doorway as if she wanted to share something with me. so i asked her, 'what is it?'

'you know why Mel (my house maid) was so quiet for the past few days?' she said hesitantly.

i shrugged my shoulders to indicate that i was ignorant or even aware of what was happening.

apparently she was told off by her mother, who so happens to be my sister's maid who is currently living with her husband in Shanghai. the reason for that was my crazy sister in law, aka The Bitch, had been in touch with her.

The Bitch had asked Mel to get her a maid to babysit her baby. Gullible as Mel might have been, she got in touch with her aunt who runs a maid agency here. So a maid was arranged. one of the conditions is that she would have to stay here in our apartment. bearing in my mind that this is probably have been done without the knowledge of my brother the Bastard.

now this is the sore point.

long before we moved to this new apartment, the Bitch had done the same thing. when my brother stumbled on that fact he confronted my mother.

'what do you think you are doing,' he retorted.'i dont want a maid. do you know what will happen if anything ever happen to the maid!? i will get in trouble. and Aki (the eldest brother) will get into trouble. and you could land in jail!?'

how dare he spoke to our mother that way. it wasnt by any means an argument in which both parties have a stake at the issue. The Bastard was giving a dressing down to my mama. and you know what's the worst thing, the Bitch was quiet all along. she didnt even utter a single word in my mother's defence.

'i didnt want the maid, its your wife who wants a maid,' said mama defending herself.

'dont u think i would have known about it!? if anything she would have told me!? he said.

yeah right, you would have known about it alright...

when mama was relating this to me, she used a few vulgarities. i have never heard her used it. what i had related above is a watered down version. really. i've never seen her so worked up.

as i sat there in front of my computer, i felt sick to the stomach. a collection rage and visions of criminal deeds surged through my feet right up to my head. i could feel her pain.

but all that came out of my mouth was

'there she goes again.'

however what struck me was that my loving mama had said, 'we do not want to have to do anything with them.'

my god! those were strong words.

lately...

Saturday, August 26, 2006

i have finished reading 3 books. 3 rather difficult reads...

Salman Rushdie's Midnight's Children, Danarto's Setangkai Melati di Sayap Jibril (A Rose on Angel Gabriel's Wings), and Pramoedeya Ananta Toer's Arus Balik (The Way Back, I think, correct me if i am wrong)...

maybe deep down inside i had a sado-masochist in meself...

i had cramped them all in the space of 5 days is really amazing... really...

Midnight's Children is actually my second read. the first time it took me 3 months. but i was juggling between my teaching schedule, my girlfriend, family and free time...

the other two were virgins...

all of them philosophical. rhetorical.

i dont think i shall ever do that again. maybe it is time for me to do something lighter.

ah well.

by the way, 'the music store's first scene has just been completed. it should be about 5 minutes. is 5 minutes of stage time too long? maybe i should wait until at least half the play is completed then possibly, quite possibly should i take a step back and weigh the options...

i plan to make it an hour.

we shall see...

i thought i broke my guitar...

Friday, August 25, 2006

i didnt do anything really...ok, maybe i was playing it?

while i was noodling around with my Telecaster aka trying and pretending to practice scales and appergios there was a loud thud and all the strings flew off, almost hit my face and eyes. luckily my Kung Fu Tiger Claw reflexes were as good as it was 10 years ago... i jumped off my stool and threw my guitar away...

strings Low E to B broke...

i just froze. staring at my Tele which luckily landed on my brother's bed...

i didnt think i played that hard... whateve it was, my beloved Tele didnt break...

i guess that was the closest to an accident to that Pangkor Island motorbike incident 12 years ago...

Writing a Play...

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

I have been brainstorming ideas for a new play that I am writing. As usual I followed the time-tested principle of writing what I know about.

That means I should never deviate from Music, Education and Relationships.

I mean if I were to write something out of those boundaries I would probably have to do a lot of research. For the time being, it isn’t something I am looking forward to do. The thing is I already need to do research on characters and subject matter. Hence I shall take the not too taxing way out.

A few hours later, I had an epiphany of some sort and came up with the working title: The Music Store. Not a moment later, I was thinking Jack Black in High Fidelity.

Not many people like that film. Some say it is too wordy. Others say too close to the novel. Well sorry for not being intelligent enough to notice your stupidity.

Digressing.

So in came the themes. Faithfulness, Music Appreciation or the Arts in general, rape, murder, conspiracy, terrorism…

Well you get the picture. The imagination spawned seeps into a deeper darker genre than the one before. So far I have 4 characters and a scene.

Ah well…
 
   





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