Yup Everything happens for a reason... if u cannot change it, accept it.
we led to believe that we have no power to change things. well ladies and gentleman, believe it. u cant change how a person feels or how they think. u can only accomodate.
right now i am stuck with the loan thing and no one understands the difficulty i am in, not even my father. i think he deserves another cold treatment from me to get the message through.
its only just three years ago dat my relationship with him normalised. before that i had not actually ever had talked to him a little over a year. dat is long by our families' standards. i dont ask for much. i dont shower for attention. dats the last thing i expect. i just want an understanding.
i have taken all the responsibilities that have been asked of me. so wat more do u want?
i m here at my own expense and still i m not allowed to do what i want?
isnt dat simply unfair?
i m stuck in a rut. really really stuck.
u ppl expect me to come home wen u r precisely the same reason why i have gone away. why?? no one at home to take the responsibility?
u dont see me as important yet u depend on me... wat kind of fuck logic is dat?
well, if u cant change it then accept it...
that's the story so far....
PS- indeed i havent been unfair to u...again, watever decision u take, i shall respect it. miss u still. goodbye.
we led to believe that we have no power to change things. well ladies and gentleman, believe it. u cant change how a person feels or how they think. u can only accomodate.
right now i am stuck with the loan thing and no one understands the difficulty i am in, not even my father. i think he deserves another cold treatment from me to get the message through.
its only just three years ago dat my relationship with him normalised. before that i had not actually ever had talked to him a little over a year. dat is long by our families' standards. i dont ask for much. i dont shower for attention. dats the last thing i expect. i just want an understanding.
i have taken all the responsibilities that have been asked of me. so wat more do u want?
i m here at my own expense and still i m not allowed to do what i want?
isnt dat simply unfair?
i m stuck in a rut. really really stuck.
u ppl expect me to come home wen u r precisely the same reason why i have gone away. why?? no one at home to take the responsibility?
u dont see me as important yet u depend on me... wat kind of fuck logic is dat?
well, if u cant change it then accept it...
that's the story so far....
PS- indeed i havent been unfair to u...again, watever decision u take, i shall respect it. miss u still. goodbye.
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On Sunday, October 26, 2003 at 7:14 pm.
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