the day that began slow stretched immesureably. maybe becos it had rained the day before. maybe the gods are frowning. or someones plain sad. for some reason, i thot this day would never end. but it did. its been a bit too chilly for spring season. thot we might get a lot more sunshine than that. i have no complains. everyone complaining y it hasnt been warm enuff. but when its warm everyones complaining y it hasnt been cold enuff. arent u ever happy wif wat u ever have. its called being contented. tho u can never be satisfied wif anything, u can never not be contented. thot content is ur middle name. so found ur perfectionist part. so thats where its hiding all these while.
now the night seemed to be racing for the end. or its just my heartbeat's beating dastardly fast. maybe theres latent anger. i dunno. i still feel contented. but i now there is exasperation somewhere. lament. or even disappointment. or m i just plain spoilt. spoilt with nothing. i have never had anything dat has been given to me. no gifts that was worth even more than 50 dollars. everything i ever owned, i have worked hard for it. i have had a few charities. those hand me downs.
maybe i have never had a charmed life. probably dats y i m reaping its benefits now.
now the night seemed to be racing for the end. or its just my heartbeat's beating dastardly fast. maybe theres latent anger. i dunno. i still feel contented. but i now there is exasperation somewhere. lament. or even disappointment. or m i just plain spoilt. spoilt with nothing. i have never had anything dat has been given to me. no gifts that was worth even more than 50 dollars. everything i ever owned, i have worked hard for it. i have had a few charities. those hand me downs.
maybe i have never had a charmed life. probably dats y i m reaping its benefits now.
Finger Acrobatics Performed
On Wednesday, October 15, 2003 at 1:22 am.
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