when something is wrong with me then... its my fault...
why do i feel inadequate nowadays? i have been searching, not so far and not so wide, and found that it all boils down to one thing...
S-E-X
unashamedly i shall admit that sex is it. it is the thing that ticks and unticks my system nowadays.
why?
i think i have reiterated enough that a woman can make you feel like a dud or a stud. in other words it can be weak man or a superman.
when i was younger(not that i am OLD, mind you), that void could easily be filled with one-offs. but that is not the case now or rather for the past few years... after the end of my long standing relationship at the beginning of the millenium i had an epiphany of some sort. that it is better for me to focus on just one thing.
hmmm wat a brilliant idea!! why didnt i think of it earlier!!!
yes i wonder why too...
lately, i havent had fantasies with other women... is that alrite? or am i sick... perhaps i am... so this abodes well in the faithfulness section but doesnt in the being faithful section... you see, being strictly faithful would not only mean physically but also mentally. henceforth what that means is that the woman in your life will only occupy much of your negligible thinking time aka in the bus stop as you wait for the bus, in the bus journey if no one's with you for company, the time before you fall asleep, the time before you actually wake up, the time you have breakfast, lunch and dinner alone and so on so forth...
play of the day
Zaqy asks Iman after marriage solemnisation ceremony...
how is it Man?...
how does it feel to be a Bapak...isnt it nice to be a father?"
Chuckyyyyyyyy......didnt he just get married????? how would he know!!!
kebod-kebod...
maybe he had 'who's your daddy' in his mind...
S-E-X
unashamedly i shall admit that sex is it. it is the thing that ticks and unticks my system nowadays.
why?
i think i have reiterated enough that a woman can make you feel like a dud or a stud. in other words it can be weak man or a superman.
when i was younger(not that i am OLD, mind you), that void could easily be filled with one-offs. but that is not the case now or rather for the past few years... after the end of my long standing relationship at the beginning of the millenium i had an epiphany of some sort. that it is better for me to focus on just one thing.
hmmm wat a brilliant idea!! why didnt i think of it earlier!!!
yes i wonder why too...
lately, i havent had fantasies with other women... is that alrite? or am i sick... perhaps i am... so this abodes well in the faithfulness section but doesnt in the being faithful section... you see, being strictly faithful would not only mean physically but also mentally. henceforth what that means is that the woman in your life will only occupy much of your negligible thinking time aka in the bus stop as you wait for the bus, in the bus journey if no one's with you for company, the time before you fall asleep, the time before you actually wake up, the time you have breakfast, lunch and dinner alone and so on so forth...
play of the day
Zaqy asks Iman after marriage solemnisation ceremony...
how is it Man?...
how does it feel to be a Bapak...isnt it nice to be a father?"
Chuckyyyyyyyy......didnt he just get married????? how would he know!!!
kebod-kebod...
maybe he had 'who's your daddy' in his mind...
Finger Acrobatics Performed
On Thursday, May 05, 2005 at 1:51 pm.
Skip It and Leave Some!
